{"id":347,"date":"2021-09-07T21:42:37","date_gmt":"2021-09-08T01:42:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/scottbevill.net\/HVA\/?p=347"},"modified":"2021-09-07T21:42:37","modified_gmt":"2021-09-08T01:42:37","slug":"eurydice-by-h-d","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/scottbevill.net\/HVA\/archives\/347","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Eurydice&#8221; by H.D."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I<\/p>\n<p>So you have swept me back,<br \/>\nI who have walked with the live souls<br \/>\nabove the earth,<br \/>\nI who have slept among the live flowers<br \/>\nat last;<\/p>\n<p>so for your arrogance<br \/>\nand your ruthlessness<br \/>\nI am swept back<br \/>\nwhere dead lichens drip<br \/>\ndead cinders upon moss of ash;<\/p>\n<p>so for your arrogance<br \/>\nI am broken at last,<br \/>\nI who had lived unconscious,<br \/>\nwho was almost forgot;<\/p>\n<p>if you had let me wait<br \/>\nI had grown from listlessness into peace,<br \/>\nif you had let me rest with the dead,<br \/>\nI had forgot you<br \/>\nand the past.<\/p>\n<p>II<\/p>\n<p>Here only flame upon flame<br \/>\nand black among the red sparks,<br \/>\nstreaks of black and light<br \/>\ngrown colorless<\/p>\n<p>why did you turn back,<br \/>\nthat hell should be reinhabited<br \/>\nof myself thus<br \/>\nswept into nothingness?<\/p>\n<p>why did you turn back?<br \/>\nwhy did you glance back?<br \/>\nwhy did you hesitate for that moment?<br \/>\nwhy did you bend your face<br \/>\ncaught with the flame of the upper earth,<br \/>\nabove my face?<\/p>\n<p>what was it that crossed my face<br \/>\nwith the light from yours<br \/>\nand your glance?<br \/>\nwhat was it you saw in my face?<br \/>\nthe light of your own face,<br \/>\nthe fire of your own presence?<\/p>\n<p>what had my face to offer<br \/>\nbut reflex of the earth,<br \/>\nhyacinth colour<br \/>\ncaught from the raw fissure in the rock<br \/>\nwhere the light struck,<br \/>\nand the colour of azure crocuses,<br \/>\nand the bright surface of gold crocuses<br \/>\nand of the wind-flower,<br \/>\nswift in its veins as lightning<br \/>\nand as white.<\/p>\n<p>III<\/p>\n<p>Saffron from the fringe of the earth,<br \/>\nwild saffron that has bent<br \/>\nover the sharp edge of earth,<br \/>\nall the flowers that cut through the earth,<br \/>\nall, all the flowers are lost;<br \/>\neverything is lost,<br \/>\neverything is crossed with black,<br \/>\nblack upon black<br \/>\nand worse than black,<br \/>\nthis colourless light.<\/p>\n<p>IV<\/p>\n<p>Fringe upon fringe<br \/>\nof blue crocuses,<br \/>\ncrocuses, walled against blue of themselves,<br \/>\nblue of that upper earth.<br \/>\nblue of the depth upon depth of flowers,<br \/>\nlost;<br \/>\nflowers, if I could have taken once my breath of them,<br \/>\nenough of them,<br \/>\nmore than earth,<br \/>\neven than of the upper earth,<br \/>\nhad passed with me<br \/>\nbeneath the earth;<\/p>\n<p>If I could have caught up from the earth,<br \/>\nthe whole of the flowers of the earth,<br \/>\nif once I could have breathed into myself<br \/>\nthe very golden crocuses<br \/>\nand the red<br \/>\nand the very golden hearts of the first saffron,<br \/>\nthe whole of the golden mass,<br \/>\nthe whole of the great fragrance,<br \/>\nI could have dared the loss.<\/p>\n<p>V<\/p>\n<p>So for your arrogance<br \/>\nand your ruthlessness<br \/>\nI have lost the earth<br \/>\nand the flowers of the earth,<br \/>\nand the live souls above the earth,<br \/>\nand you who passed across the light<br \/>\nand reached<br \/>\nruthless;<br \/>\nyou who have your own light,<br \/>\nwho are to yourself a presence,<br \/>\nwho need no presence;<\/p>\n<p>yet for all your arrogance<br \/>\nand your glance,<br \/>\nI tell you this:<\/p>\n<p>such loss is no loss,<br \/>\nsuch terror, such coils and strands and pitfalls<br \/>\nof blackness<br \/>\nsuch terror<br \/>\nis no loss;<\/p>\n<p>hell is no worse than your earth<br \/>\nabove the earth,<br \/>\nhell is no worse,<br \/>\nno, nor your flowers<br \/>\nnor your veins of light<br \/>\nnor your presence,<br \/>\na loss;<br \/>\nmy hell is no worse than yours<br \/>\nthough you pass among the flowers and speak<br \/>\nwith the spirits above the earth.<\/p>\n<p>VI<\/p>\n<p>Against the black<br \/>\nI have more fervour<br \/>\nthan you in all the splendour of that place,<br \/>\nagainst the blackness<br \/>\nand the stark grey<br \/>\nI have more light;<br \/>\nand the flowers,<br \/>\nif I should tell you,<br \/>\nyou would turn from your own fit paths<br \/>\ntoward hell,<br \/>\nturn again and glance back<br \/>\nand I would sink into a place even more terrible than this.<\/p>\n<p>VII<\/p>\n<p>At least I have the flowers of myself,<br \/>\nand my thoughts, no god<br \/>\ncan take that;<br \/>\nI have the fervour of myself for a presence<br \/>\nand my own spirit for light;<br \/>\nand my spirit with its loss<br \/>\nknows this;<br \/>\nthough small against the black,<br \/>\nsmall against the formless rocks,<br \/>\nhell must break before I am lost;<\/p>\n<p>before I am lost,<br \/>\nhell must open like a red rose<br \/>\nfor the dead to pass.<\/p>\n<p>(1916)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I So you have swept me back, I who have walked with the live souls above the earth, I who have slept among the live flowers at last; so for your arrogance and your ruthlessness I am swept back where dead lichens drip dead cinders upon moss of ash; so for your arrogance I am 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